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A year away

 I took a year away from reading and reviewing, in part because I didn't think that everyone wanted to hear the words, and this book sounded very Stephen King being Stephen King doing his best Stephen King style King.  Which is what I read for 2020.  It has been a life goal, and it is almost entirely complete.  I read all but five Stephen King titles. I have decided that I have no aim to finish Tommyknockers or Pet Semetary.  As much as I want to read all things Stephen King, those books are just not something that I can finish.   I've tried 3 times to read both books, and we're just not going to be friends.  
Still on my to read Stephen King list: The regulators, In the tall Grass, and The plant.  I'm taking a short break from reading more Stephen King for now. 
The king of horror and I will say adieu while I visit with some folks I've missed, like maybe people trying to push me towards better, or someone who also obviously read Jane enough times to be on a first name basis with the famous author, or another clinician trying to help folks, or another patient just getting through all the appointments. I've missed some of those authors while chilling with King for the year.
I want to let you all know that though I am mentally ill, I'm not crazy.  I decided to read all Stephen King prior to COVID. The only reason I kept with it was because all my other 2020 goals were going out the seventh story windows of the burning building that was my 2020 plans, I figured that it was something I could at least bubble wrap.  At the end there, my brain was a little "this book is trauma and the world is trauma" so I quit and I'm okay with that. 

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