I took a year away from reading and reviewing, in part because I didn't think that everyone wanted to hear the words, and this book sounded very Stephen King being Stephen King doing his best Stephen King style King. Which is what I read for 2020. It has been a life goal, and it is almost entirely complete. I read all but five Stephen King titles. I have decided that I have no aim to finish Tommyknockers or Pet Semetary. As much as I want to read all things Stephen King, those books are just not something that I can finish. I've tried 3 times to read both books, and we're just not going to be friends. Still on my to read Stephen King list: The regulators, In the tall Grass, and The plant. I'm taking a short break from reading more Stephen King for now. The king of horror and I will say adieu while I visit with some folks I've missed, like maybe people trying to push me towards better, or someone who also obviously read Jane enough times to be on a first
This week, I was surprise triggered (which is how most triggers work) by a book I read. PTSD is strange like that, triggers come out of no where sometimes. Innocuous things become terrifying. One of my biggest triggers in the past had been wrapping paper. The sight, the sound, the feel of wrapping paper would leave me in a panic. Heart racing, legs unsteady, breath catching in my chest and thoughts flying through my mind like humming birds on fire. Just because of the sight of a little wrapping paper. I'd been struggling with the wrapping paper this year, and had my husband open a gift for me at white elephant (the one gift I had wrapping on this year). The paper was the worst that it's been in years. With this in mind, it doesn't shock me that I'd have some extra triggers that I wasn't aware of ahead of time. I was very unprepared for a children's book to send me into a panic. Neil Gaiman's Fortunately the Milk is an entertaining book. There is fas