Today I am thankful for enough motivation coming to bring me back to writing. I am thankful for old friends. I am thankful for my husband helping to take care of me when I cannot take care of myself. I am thankful for depression being accuratly represented on TV. I am thankful for doctor taking steps to move me forward. I have been gone for a while. I am coming back out of necessity. Rather than continue with my health journey leading towards a better me, my health journey has lead me to be jobless because I none of my efforts allowed me to work full time (and get bills paid). I am living in the basement of my childhood home with my husband and two dogs. Upstairs, my mother and her husband live. My mother is never supposed to be alone due to her health. I am without the motivation to actually be a help to my ailing mother because my depression and migraines are winning. Which means that i ate sweets pretending it was meals and my mother ate apples. This is not my succe